How could you say you love me, when you lied in front of my face! How could you ask me to hear you out , and forgive you, when you cant even tell me the truth. How could i pity you, when you dont even deserve any kindness from me.
It's been a while since that incident happened and yet all you could do is ask for forgiveness, via text msgs, is that all you can really do?You expect me to just forgive you for what you have done? give me a break i so deserve more than that, at least let me hear the bitter truth coming from you. You've been on the internet almost all the time and yet you could not even write a single note for me, or at least use it as medium on explaining you side. then you expect me to understand you?
Im really running out of reasons on why should we give this relationship a chance. running out of reason that we could make it despite the distance and individual differences. I can't think really well, all i wanted to do as of the moment is to stay away from you. I dont want to hear your lies and alibis, im tired just really tired. You are claiming that it's quite difficult for you, and you think sending me out 2 msgs a day would make me believe it was indeed difficult on your part?
if you were on my shoes, what would you believe my actions or my words?
You've lost my trust and words can't simply put it back, it takes efforts my dear not to mention patience too.
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Salamat Barley
"where are you?"
"i'm walking the dog around"
"Hmmm"
oops may problema tayo"
"wait, wait, i called earlier and ive heard him bark on the background"
the line suddenly went blank, when dialled again the line was nowhere to reach, after several attempt still the line is dead. later i dialled their home number, the lady i spoke with confirmed that he's not around but barley is, then again i've heard him barking so loud on the background.
they say dog is a man's bestfriend, ive been fond of dogs. It all begun when my friend gave me one a long time ago, my first dog itchi, honestly he's my favorite among them all. though he's gone now i still miss him so much, how i wish i could spend more time with him. Now i have barley i nver thought i could find a friend in him. i barely hear him bark when im calling the house, usually i could not even hear a single sound coming from him. last night was different though, he was barking out so loud as if telling me don't ever believe some idiots trying to use him as an excuse to cover up to whatever he's may up to.
Wee hours in the morning i called again, it was 4:30am after my second try he picked up, sounding tired and sleepy, i did not waste my time, ive asked him again, still he clung to his lies. I went berserk the hell he could do that, i started cursing him and calling him names, he deserve it anyway. he tried to explain but no tantamount of explaination would pacify me. He lied i caught him and now he's tryng to make some other lame excuses to convince me that he was not lying. For crying out loud , just be honest even for once in your life.
I never regret anything, not even a single word i've said, given the chance i would get even and ill say it over and over again. We've laid down our rules, i even emphasize one thing , "if in any case you get tired of us or of me, dont fool around just let me know and ill set you free". It was plain and simple, yet how could he not understand? How could he fool me like that? the answer simple he'd been a cheater and will always be a cheater, and im stupid enough to believe he's done with his escapades.
if barley did not bark or should he kept silent as he always do, i would never find out that the person i've love so much was making a fool of me. Thank you bar, isa kang tunay na kaibigan, balang araw kukunin ulit kita sa kanya, dahil sa akin ka nababagay.
"i'm walking the dog around"
"Hmmm"
oops may problema tayo"
"wait, wait, i called earlier and ive heard him bark on the background"
the line suddenly went blank, when dialled again the line was nowhere to reach, after several attempt still the line is dead. later i dialled their home number, the lady i spoke with confirmed that he's not around but barley is, then again i've heard him barking so loud on the background.
they say dog is a man's bestfriend, ive been fond of dogs. It all begun when my friend gave me one a long time ago, my first dog itchi, honestly he's my favorite among them all. though he's gone now i still miss him so much, how i wish i could spend more time with him. Now i have barley i nver thought i could find a friend in him. i barely hear him bark when im calling the house, usually i could not even hear a single sound coming from him. last night was different though, he was barking out so loud as if telling me don't ever believe some idiots trying to use him as an excuse to cover up to whatever he's may up to.
Wee hours in the morning i called again, it was 4:30am after my second try he picked up, sounding tired and sleepy, i did not waste my time, ive asked him again, still he clung to his lies. I went berserk the hell he could do that, i started cursing him and calling him names, he deserve it anyway. he tried to explain but no tantamount of explaination would pacify me. He lied i caught him and now he's tryng to make some other lame excuses to convince me that he was not lying. For crying out loud , just be honest even for once in your life.
I never regret anything, not even a single word i've said, given the chance i would get even and ill say it over and over again. We've laid down our rules, i even emphasize one thing , "if in any case you get tired of us or of me, dont fool around just let me know and ill set you free". It was plain and simple, yet how could he not understand? How could he fool me like that? the answer simple he'd been a cheater and will always be a cheater, and im stupid enough to believe he's done with his escapades.
if barley did not bark or should he kept silent as he always do, i would never find out that the person i've love so much was making a fool of me. Thank you bar, isa kang tunay na kaibigan, balang araw kukunin ulit kita sa kanya, dahil sa akin ka nababagay.
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