Give me a Break

How could you say you love me, when you lied in front of my face! How could you ask me to hear you out , and forgive you, when you cant even tell me the truth. How could i pity you, when you dont even deserve any kindness from me.
It's been a while since that incident happened and yet all you could do is ask for forgiveness, via text msgs, is that all you can really do?You expect me to just forgive you for what you have done? give me a break i so deserve more than that, at least let me hear the bitter truth coming from you. You've been on the internet almost all the time and yet you could not even write a single note for me, or at least use it as medium on explaining you side. then you expect me to understand you?
Im really running out of reasons on why should we give this relationship a chance. running out of reason that we could make it despite the distance and individual differences. I can't think really well, all i wanted to do as of the moment is to stay away from you. I dont want to hear your lies and alibis, im tired just really tired. You are claiming that it's quite difficult for you, and you think sending me out 2 msgs a day would make me believe it was indeed difficult on your part?
if you were on my shoes, what would you believe my actions or my words?

You've lost my trust and words can't simply put it back, it takes efforts my dear not to mention patience too.