late Againnnnn..........

I was horified when i found that our ship had docked and yet i'm still in bed, thanks to my cabin mate whowoke me up). i should have been in the office 2 hours ago and yet here i am so irresponsible. i'm a CPA and yet i could not even come on time , very unprofessional of me. What a shameful act. Eversince I've been known for being a late comer but way back before i would make excuses like traffic, commuting is hard, i'm living too far from our meeting place and so forth and so on , i had a tons of alibis just to justify my tardiness, but here in the ship i could find any reason to be late for my office is jsut a 3 minutes walk from my cabin. no more alibis for me.

i felt deeply sorry for myself , i could have changed this bad habit if only i've accepted it before. Way back i remember a friend who said" when you reach the age of 25 you won't be able to change your attitude" i don't agree with her , but how can i argue, i'm a living proof of what she said. Still i believe there's hope for me. It won't be easy but i'll give it a shot.

I wrote about it so i won't be able to forget it. for aside from being late i'm not consistent as well, no wonder i feel stagnate right now. I really felt so bad about it.