madame auring's relationship and mine

i was about to enter our crew mess when i heard a sudden burst of laughter, my curiosity push me to take a look at the tv show whom a group of men are watching, to my surprise ( or dismay ) they're watching etk, where the hosts are interviewing madame auring and archie. the guys just keep on laughing while the interview is going on,. well who wouldn't be anyway? I myself hurried to get some food so i could watch the remaining part of the interview In a split second my voice is echoing in the mess room, i myself couldn't help but laugh out loud.

could this love between madame auring and archie for real or reel, sadly i don;t have the means to find out. How could you fall for someone who's a lot older than you? If my calculations are correct madame i think is 20 or more years older than archie. if i happen to come accross them, say in a shopping mall and don't have any idea who they are, i would say that madame is archie's grandmother. people say that love see's no boundaries, that love conquers all and that age doesn't matter when it comes to loving someone. with due respect to these people, i still does not agree to their relationship. sorry guys but that's how i feel.

Eventhough we are in the 21st century still having an affair with much older person is taboo in our society, though nowadays even the hollywood are invaded with "May December Affair", just like Ashton and Demi, Sandra and this guy from the movie notebook. A few years back a person whose very dear to me had this kind of affair which i really hated, it almost shatter a family. sometimes i can't help but wonder , what if this kind of affair would come accross me, what would i do? would i have enough to courage to on? or would i be coward?...... I still have a long way to go before i could find out.

On the other side i admire the courage tha these people are showing, i could just imagine the harsh words they hear everytime they're seen in public places not to mention the meaningful glances and sarcasms. As we all know , some people simply love giving unnecessary remarks. if i'm in madame's shoes i just don't know how long could i hold on. you see i'm the type of person who get's affected easily by other people's opinions, though right now i'm trying to pretend that i simply does not care what other people would think of me, but mind you i do care deep inside.

After watching the show can't help but compare my current realtionship with what they have, well we are not exactly in the same situation but i could say fairly similar. similar in a way that my affair also deviates from society and God's norms, i;m trying to pull myself out in this situation but i find it so hard. i could no longer deny it, i'm beginning to miss the person, which i know would lead me to loving him, if i'll continue dwelling in it.

love gives us immeasurable happiness but if this love means someone else sorrow, i think it is better to give up. If the negative outweighs the positive side i could see no reason why you have to hold on. That's how i think is right ... but my feelings does not jive with what i'm thinking ( selfish me, strikes again). this is my struggle right now, i jus tdon't know if i'm going to win it over.

love is splendid indee!!!!!!!!! ( totoo ba to?)