a prodigal daugther's prayer

Dear Lord,

countless times i have hurt you , but despite of what i did you endlesly showered me with blessings. i am grateful for everything you have done in my life, for giving me a nice paying job, a job that way back then was a part of my dream. Now that i have what i dreamed of, i almost wasted it. Lord please forgive me for not giving my heart into it. help me please to appreciate more of what i'm doing right now and the fruits it brings to me and my family.
Lord last night when i was talking to my father my call turned out to be a pain in his heart instead of happiness. Honestly i love him but problems in our family clouded my heart and brings out the worst in me. God sorry for the sorrow i brought him last night , i just hope you could still give me more time to straighten things up with him. Lord also please be with my family always most especially mike, touch his heart God, please humble our hearts.

God when i found alex i'm not really sure how i felt for him, but as the days goes by i know iam falling for this person. for me he is a blessing you have sent me. the moment he came i told myself finally you have given me someone whom i could relate my life with. God i am happy being with him, love each moment we spend together, but i know i made another mistake for i have use your blessing to hurt you even more. God please forgive me, for allowing myself to be used by satan against you.
today when he told me about his mishap i was thinking maybe it was YOU calling us to come back to YOU. God thank you for reminding us again how powerful you are in our life and for letting us know (again) we can't do anything without YOU by our side. I love this man, please guide our relationship. Be with us Lord as we walk our path in the road of life, us being together.
God forgive us for all the hurts and pained we have given you. thank you for the love and blessings you are giving us.

Please be with us always. we love You.

all these i pray in Jesus name
Amen.