last straw

it's been more than six monthsd since my life had turned upside down, more than six months since i've been asking him to tell me the real score, moretha six months since ive been bothering his mom about the pain im bearing inside, more than six months since his mom told me she does not know anything about it.

A few days ago i was shocked by what his mom had told me, when i asked her again if she ever met his other girl this was her casual reply "ganito kasi yun nugn birthday nya dumating yung janice may kasamang lalaki, sa isip ko ano kaya nya itong babaeng ito" . the next thing i said was "tita i asked you before if you ever met his other woman you said no" there was a quick silence . I was in real shocked by what she had told me, then later in the conversation she even informed me that he and his girl had borken up as well, how could she know it when she keeps on telling me she does not know anything?

This what his son was bragging about ,his mom's loyalty is on him no matter what he was so proud of it. Honestly , just like what ive told his dad ive never met a liar like him, never in my entire life. His dad even confessed that his family knows everything from his relationship with his ex to the recent one, cokment ng sis nya" si kuya niloloko si cecille, sila pa ni gladys".

The moment I hanged up the phone tears were already flowing, i dont know what i did to deserve that kind of treatment. If i ever did something or it just so happened i loved and trusted the wrong people.

that was the last straw, i could no longer bear it, i cold not live with it anymore.
it has to stop and it better stop now.